I just want someone to care about how shitty I feel. It’s like I tell people how I feel and they don’t acknowledge it or they don’t believe me. I don’t know if I’m doing a bad job at communication or if they just don’t care? I want someone to be able to help me.
I am so tired at the moment and I don’t even have anything to do, I don’t know how I am going to cope when I have to go back to study. I feel like everyone is better than me, but they don’t know it. I am just waiting for the day when they all realize how much bellow them I am. It is really hard to be positive when things just don’t go your way.
I’m so bored with life right now. I don’t enjoy anything. I just want to sleep.