I don’t understand people
I just really need to be alone at the moment, I’m so exhausted.
People are so self-centered and oblivious! I am surrounded by people who are so oblivious to how privileged they are. They think that just because they have something that it means that they earn’t it. Maybe that on it’s own would be ok, but people think poor people deserve to be poor! That is ridiculous, then on top of that some people think that the taxes they pay should not go towards these people’s health care.
People think it is a positive trait in a politician when they grew up poor and “made it”. That would be true if they then tried to help the poor, however when they don’t, that then becomes a negative trait. Just because one person made it doesn’t mean everyone can, that one just got lucky, it was a fluke.
I’m not saying you didn’t work hard, you did, you earn’t some things you have.
You just didn’t earn all of it.
I’m not a fan of people at the moment
Have you ever felt so distanced from everything, and everyone? People around me seem to know who they are and where they are going. Where are the other depressed people who don’t think they can achieve anything? Everyone seems to want to talk about the future when I can barely even see one.
Sometimes I feel like I am just an object to people. I feel as if I am a figment of their imagination, not them a figment of mine. Everyone is just so self absorbed, they act as though all of their problems are superior. They barely even acknowledge mine.
I feel like I am waiting for something that doesn’t exist.
I find it so difficult to communicate with councilors and doctors ect, I just don’t know what to say? They ask me how I have been, I just say ok, which really just means that I haven’t killed myself so all is well. I don’t know how to tell them that I hate myself, I feel like a failure and that I will always be a failure, I want to die but I don’t want to hurt anyone. I don’t care if they have been trained these things are still hard to bring up.