I’m so bored, I just feeling like I am waiting for something that is never going to happen. What can I do in the meantime? I need to find something fun…. Stupid anhedonia, how do you fix it?
My counselor has actually been really rude to me recently. They laugh at me, they told me I didn’t have enough of an opinion or care about anything enough….. and that causes me to be depressed. Then they’re like, “But if you’re happy with that?” What that fuck does that even mean? No, obviously not. Otherwise I wouldn’t be here! That is practically rubbing it in my face…. Fuck you man, fuck you.