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This is me. I’m 21 years old, I go to university, I play football and I also have depression. Sometimes I wonder how people don’t notice. I don’t know what I look like from another person’s point of view? But councilors and doctors often say things such as, “surely your parents have picked up on this?” Do they say parents because they should know everything about me? Or does it appear that obvious?  IMG_0526.JPG

Sometimes, vary rarely I feel really at piece with myself. I feel like everything is going to be okay. I’m not sure if I feel happy, well actually I’m never sure how I feel. IMG_0528.JPGI spend way to much time at appointments! This is when it is really awkward to not know how you feel… It’s their go to question, how have you been feeling? I don’t even know if I have feelings, but it’s not just in a numb way. When I feel numb, it’s like I just don’t care enough to feel anything. It’s not like that…  I don’t know what is wrong with me? Maybe it’s just that I can’t put thoughts or feelings into words? All I know is that way too often I feel like this…IMG_0527.JPG

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