It’s so awkward when you go to appointments and they start asking questions, it’s embarrassing that’s why I don’t bring it up myself. It makes me feel pathetic. No I haven’t eaten today, I have lived off McDonald’s for the past week, I brush my teeth once or twice a week not once or twice a day, I shower every two to three days and yeah I didn’t really leave my bed yesterday.
Stop asking me to rate how I feel between 1-10, I just make it up. I want to die multiple times a day the difference between a good day and a bad day is how intense that want is….