I think my brain is different, I’m just so bad with words. I can never find the right words to explain the mess that is in my brain. And even then, so often the word I’m thinking doesn’t come out… It’s a different word. This especially bad with writing. Sometimes I swear in dyslexic, when I’m writing sometimes I go to write a b and I don’t even write a d, I write a p. I know it’s wrong, their is just something that goes wrong between my brain and paper.
The thing is I can’t even really look into being tested, because to start with its too expensive and if I bring it up people will say I shouldn’t have gotten this far if I was… The thing is it effects my self esteem so it really would be interesting to know.
Recently I have been feeling really weird, like I am unsure if something was real or a dream. Well actually more like things that did happen kinda feel as if they were a dream. I don’t know what this means? Is this normal?
Also is anyone on multiple medications? Eg. Two antidepressants. I want some opinions on the topic.