Well I went to the doctor today, they didn’t even mention that I missed my last appointment. I don’t think they even noticed, I could have been dead. Anyway they didn’t do anything, it’s what I expected but it’s kinda disappointing. I don’t even know what they are thinking sometimes? Like oh your antidepressant isn’t working? We will just leave it.
I am going to group, but that doesn’t do that much. I also kinda feel like, hey! I’m doing my part now you do yours!
I watch everyone give up on me, while trying not to give up on myself.