I never understood the quote,”when life gives you lemons, make lemonade” as a child. I think it’s because I liked lemons, I didn’t realise it ment turn the bad into good. I am trying to be positive about my situation right now, I really am. It’s just what if you have too many lemons and no sugar? How are you supposed to make lemonade? I feel like I’m gathering all these lemons but I can’t find any sugar, I ask around but no one will give me any. No one will even give me some shitty artificial sweetener.