The nurse I talked to today was so weird, I don’t know how to explain it. They were just like, “why would you do that?” ” why didn’t you do this?” “What if other people realise and think?”
I don’t have that much control over myself. Like I have control, but I’m a weird person.
My counsellor also asked, “does anyone know you have felt suicidal in the past?” It’s so weird to have someone describe you as being suicidal. It makes it so real, it was like a knife in my stomach.